Whats up People, It's me Larry Aka Quality control signing in again.
For some reason though I'm just on my super me shit. I realize that I'm so different from the people I interact with on a daily basis. I haven't really been feeling very exterior so I've been keeping to myself and just focusing on myself and school. I haven't seen my girl i a couple of days but I miss her. And, while I miss her, I haven't flt like hearing much of anything from anybody even her.
I've been on a laid back mellow flow that is far more exaggerated than my natural laid back demeanor. I just keep finding myself at the end of the day before I go to sleep just rolling a small J and listening to old records and enjoying the music............(I know, "who still smokes joints instead of blunts?", and "people under 40 still listen to records?)
My favorite old school record is Willie Hutch's "I choose you"
It's just a strong record to me.
It's gotten so bad that I can't even watch basketball; my favorite past time beside actually playing. The only thing that's really done anything for me was the completion of one of my 3, 10 page term papers.
Today I even went as far as getting up at 5 this morning and sitting in the park and watching the sun rise. I live in Bedstuy Brooklyn, so you know i saw all kinds of crack heads but, It did something for me on a spiritual level that I can't fully explain. All I know is that everything will be OK
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